aku sowg yg bdo..

skali lg aq wat pkare y bdo.. n pkara y ak rse aq xkn dpt die blek..  AQ MNTK PTS NGN DIE PDHAL NEYH SALA AQ.. N MMG DIE TGH NK UJI AQ...  td aq g uma die ngn zizie.. aq mmg nk jmp die then bg alsan utk jmp mkck die amek krim k.jue.. aq bdo.. sbb bg msg tuh kt die.. n wat die tol2 bnci aq... aq taw aq mmg bdo sbb kn aq xpk sblm wat then aq myesal sndri... npe la jd mcm neyh... hee~ tarikh y akn aq 02.10.2011 tarikh y mninggal kan knangan sgt berat utk aq tanggung.. lbeyh brt dri mse aq ngn ejam dlu.. sumpah mmg aq syg die tp mgkin tuhan nk uji aq n die.. aq taw tuhan xkn bg ujian y umatnyer xmampu wat kn??    2.10 gak aq kje then aq kne g uma reill sbb nk amek krim k.jue. then aq amek ksmpatan utk jmp by.. then sdeyh sgt ble aq g then aq tkt sgt nk ktok pntu die, then mkck die swuh ktok je, then ble aq ktok die bkak.. kowg taw x btape hepy n tkt sgt tgk mke die time tuh...  then die kuo dri blek n ktowg d dpur n b tnye npe dtg, aq ckp la nk jmp mkck then die trus msk blek n top pntu,, if bnde neyh jd kn kt kowg n owg y pleng kowg syg pe yg kowg wat ye?? aq sentap sgt.. aq rse aq cm xda maruah... time tuh aq cbe lg rndah kn dri aq utk jmp die,, pas tuh die kuo lg, then die ckp ckp lg, n die da trme kptsn aq n die xkn trk blek kptsan die... if la b kt tmpt bby kn? pe yg b akn rse? cbe b pk, b still de fmily kt cneyh.. tp bby? de sape kt cneyh? cme de b.. xkn xphm... then pas tuh b leyh tgk tgn ble kte nk pgang.. hahah aty bby da ancor sgt... bby lmh.. bby xmampu nk wat pape time tuh, n leyh plak b kuo.. n ajak mmbr b.. then jln plak tuh.. b nk g mne?
 kte still kjar b.. utk nk stle cre baek, tp pe y b wat? kte taw sala kte sbb msg b n wat b skt aty sgt.. sbb msg tuh b nk bnci kt? ptot ke dear? hahahaaha klaka kn ble pk pe y aq wat, wat bnde y mnampk kn aq neyh plek.. then aq taw b mre n risau sbb aq dtg ngn kwn aq,, mse b tnjuk msg y kte bg npe tgn b mgigil..??? bby taw b still syg bby ryte? b buang ego b.. ego tuh mmusnah kn je... xsala de ego tp btmpt.. mmg b wat utkkte tp b de pk pe jd ngn kte? de ke? b leyh la, aty b kuat,, bkn cm aty kte..kte xkuat cm b...  mgkin ary neyh bakhir la sume kisah kte.. bby susa nk lpe n tglkn b, but bby try my bez utk trme ppisahan neyh...